I’m waiting in the car. Meeting with therapist in less than an hour, very nervous. I think I made my desicion about iop, I’m afraid I gained weight. My mom is in dunn bros, she better not buy me anything. I told her I already ate.
Yes, I lied to her.

I either want to be completely recovered or completely emaciated. It’s the in between that I can’t stand, the limbo of failure where you know that you haven’t done your best at one or the other: dying or living.
━ Marya Hornbacher (via flowersfaded)

(Source: summergirl88, via kandi-glowstix)

skrivekugle:

mathieu vladimir alliard

showered.

ouch.

I never learn.

trigger warning :(

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